I didn't text or call him. I was so close to it today on the train on the way home from work. Then he messaged me. The relief. Is this normal? I am struggling with my ego. It keeps telling me that I'm nothing but a hooker to him. It is probably true. He's probably married. I'm going to let it run its course anyway. I have never been a slut, so maybe it's a good time to try it. This is totally fucking with my mind and I love it and hate it at the same time. He's taking me for a drive at 8:30. As a favour to me, he is going to fuck my mouth. I will owe him.
I want more than this. So impatient. I hope I mean something to him. Not relationship wise. Just that he thinks of me. Lusts after me. I am living in a fantasy world. But I want to stay here.
I want to be spanked
I want to be fucked
I want him to eat my dirty little cunt
I want to suck on his cock or have it rammed into my mouth
I want him to lick my asshole and then fuck it with his cock
I want him to show me off
I want to be his property
I want orders and directions
I want restrictions
I want to eat what he orders for me
I want to drink what he says I can drink
I want to be tied up and blindfolded
I want to try being whipped
I want him to force me to lick another girls cunt
I want to play I'm a kitten
I want to look really sexy so he knows he chose well
I want him to want me so much he has to punish me
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