I want to explain myself a bit more. I am a great disbeliever in coincidences. I'm not at all saying that a person's fate or destiny is set in stone. I believe you can alter your path for better or for worse, but once choices are made, either way there are lessons to be learnt. I believe each and every person that you meet, you have the opportunity to learn something from, and grow as a person yourself. Now this is all well and good in theory, but does this strategy work in the real world? I say yes. Even though it appears that there is no point to things, most always there will be one there, staring you in the face. Our perception is a combination of what we allow ourselves to believe, and what we know for sure is our reality. I suppose for some there is a blurrier line between the two. This is perhaps a benefit and a failing at the same time.
I think I must be lacking in red. Maybe I should eat a tomato or something. I haven't slept tonight. I've been reading my book and thinking. I've been thinking more than reading in fact. Smoking and drinking a few cups of tea with. I've come to the conclusion that I need to take a big deep breath and take a good look at my life. There are parts of my life that need attention, and I need to deal with these things so I can tackle this with a clear head, heart and soul. I think I'm just transferring. God, I need some sleep. I've come a long way though. This is teaching me more about myself than ever before. Sort of like a crash course in Bella. I'm so funny. Goodnight, or good morning should I say?
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