I think that Sir is not who I think he is. He seems dissatisfied with me and unwilling to communicate. At least he could have the integrity to let me know I am unwanted. I emailed him last night but I got the distinct impression he didn't want to speak, but he was online on the website that I met him on. Yes I was spying but I was curious to see. I had deleted my account but I have opened it again now. I'm not chatting to anyone just posting on and reading the forums. I wonder what he does on there that is so important that he cannot spare a moment to talk to me? I am being demanding but I need to know where I stand with him. If I'm being played for a fool then he can damn well be a man and be honest with me about it. So he will know I have been online if he cares to look. I want to email and confront him but just maybe he has something else going on his life. Not that I'm excusing him, but I don't want to jump to conclusions because I do like him, and I don't want to mess it up unnecessarily. If I do see him again I will speak to him about how I feel. Hopefully it matters to him. Strangest feeling that it won't. Oh well, you live and learn. Oh and I can french inhale now. I wish I could show him to see if he approves.
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